Que sera sera

Whatever will be, will be

xx

What truly means something

Its been a long time since it happened, yet sometimes as I lay awake at night, I ask myself: Could things have gone differently if I had been a better person, a better girlfriend, a better friend,a better daughter,a better sister or a better team player?

I am a person who’d rather regret from something that I’ve done or tried to do… much rather than the regret that I feel from never trying or never making that move to do something that my heart was dying to do; never knowing what could’ve been. Despite that, the question still remains; which regret is much more worth our agony?

What do you do when the only thing that tells you to go on is your heart, when almost everybody else is telling you otherwise, at times, including your brain?And its a sting to either the heart or the brain when they don't agree what's the right thing to do.

 
 Snuggle is the new member of the pack.Says Hallo :)

Part of me wants to believe things happen repeatedly to a person for a reason .But how do I figure out why I am constantly stuck in the in-between.

of Christmas teehee!

These Beautiful people are like glasses,

Handle them with care



Cause they're fragile,



fuzzy & warm



Beautiful & crazy



of all everything sugar & spice



But once you break it, its very hard to retrieve back.

Tell me

Lisbeth & Marcous United

On 10th Oct '09, 2 souls came united at St.Joe Cathedral,Miri.





When 2 families came together to a bigger league.






Bring the bride home & have a life together :)

Happy Raya '09

Happy Raya to all!

Drive safe. Eat moderately,aight?

*off for visiting*

3 Musketeers

Brothers,
How we can be loving siblings at a time & gang up on each other to bully the other 1.



Look how much we've outgrown each other now.

Ninja Kitty

She is the one i go home to,everyday.



Bubble Hayatae, She's a Ninja kitty with lots of mischief & never fail to get hold of attention.

WooHoo!

Nails painted! Dress picked! Shoes picked!

Im going all nude look today cause Honey's in town!

*off & away*

I can hear him coming*ngah ngah*

p/s: i had my fringe trim alread!

xoxo

B-U-B-B-L-E-S

Bubs say Aro!

*wet paws stamp*

Breeze Mag Hitz!

Here's the people who made it there & made it happened.

Jimmy & Ivan

Eve & Anna

Nina(among the Finalist for Breeze Mag Model Search) & Eve.

Mike & Naomi

Eve & Jacq(the press whom to cover the event)

The guys that made it there.

The girls whom made it there.

Absolutely Boutique (The sponsors)

Cody & Eve

Eve & Edwin (che che)

Eve & Ronald (The Organizer)

These are the among whom had made it there.

It was awesome till Ed went Berserk hitting the dance floor :)

Was the party certified Rock?

Yes,indeed! Many happy faces after than .

xoxo,
Eve

Love's in the air

How was your Valentine?

Have you pampered and show gestures of love by giving away bouquets of flowers? Made dinner for two? Teddys, chocolate and everything sweet were in mind?

To what extent did you went to make your better half go gaga? To made this day a memory not to forget. To me, aside from gifts is having your loved one beside you everyday. That's Valentine.

This year, all plans for Valentine were off. Meh

Love doesn't dominate, it cultivates.

Happy Valentine's Day!

xOxo

Hoop on Hopes

Just when things was looking bright and I could see that I was changing. I was ready to prove it to someone. And that I've finished studies and freedom from responsibilities. I've been preparing of what to do then. I thought I had it all laid down for me.

God has a humour for time...We go through many trials that we curse and forsaken God over and over again. I know, because I have. And, eventually, we turn back to Him to seek for His comfort and love. It takes time. Sometime when we seek for His comfort and love, He still test us with trials to make us stronger.

Love, such a short word, yet, make such a big impact on anyone we see around us. Would we lose this four letter word in our lives? I know that I have lost a part of it. It still hurts. Tears will wash away the stain but not the scar.

Is it worth the wait? If you've been waiting for that movie to make its debut, you would know how it is worth the wait. But when it comes to something unpredictable, is it worth? Is it worth to fight for love when you see no hope? Is it worth to push on and never give up? Will you perseverance be rewarded? Or would it just be a dead end with all your efforts? What would you do to prove your love for someone?

Would you go the distance for love? I've gone through many that I've found it was worthless. There was good sides to it, but it never did sustain in the heart. Maybe it wasn't meant to be. Maybe in this world, it's true that some people weren't meant to have someone at their side. Maybe I was looking down the wrong road.

Tell me this, could we be saved?

Of those in between

Im blue from all this hectic. Sorry to have you worried for i went away without telling anyone where nor did i reply to any msgs. Not even to my closest Babe whom msg and ask of where have i been,also to that loved one whom i've shut out completely over the weekend.

I choose to be silent as i need some space. Yes,Im running away.Sometimes it's hard to keep on running when I work so much to keep it going.

Could you old my hands and tell me everything's gonna just alright.Also,don't make me want to give up now.


Babe, i know...i've changed.

Gasping Air

I am...

Mentally drained,

Physically tired,

Emotionally sad.

What's next?Decision has to be made before its just too late. Need a break of this space, hopefully when im back.It is gonna be just alright.

p/s: Just got my tickets done, im flying out of town in 4 hrs time.

How much is Enough?

Dear Babe,


You were at the lowest point of life today. Everything hits you when you least expected.

I know your not good in handling this kind of situation.You get tense easily.(FYI.No more place in Happy Valley d eh.wait for next yr's intake)


Being presured by your loved ones and only friends for support really is something.

Take a break.Go somewhere. The beach perharps? (That's where you ought to find me when im at my lowest point of life.) Have a good thinking. Otherwise,come and cry on me. Im so ready for you Babe! (Groovy baby!)


I'll defitely be your clown today.
I'll make Frog ballons for you or perhaps Pig ballons?Which so ever you want,i will.
I'll dress in pink for you.
I'll crack stupid jokes as if i was high on sugars for you.

I'll be your pickle eater today.

I'll let you use my best dress today.
I'll cook for you.
I'll sing for you.
I'll make funny faces for you.


These I will do for you to see that smile on your face again. I'll be your reason today (and every now and then.)

I'll be your strength and motivation.

All because I cared and I love you so.




p/s: Do you need to scream at someone? Im very happy to provide you a no.(1300- Psycho's No. )

*Giggles


Yours for today,
Eve